I've been in a searching kind of mood lately, a search for some way to live a better life, to feel better-inside and out.....I've been listening to Oprah's Soul Series and (trying) to listen to one of the meditation podcasts that I downloaded (free) from itunes. It's easier to feel hopeful about finding your way when you feel good physically. This past weekend, and today, I've been sick. (I think it was mostly caused by forgetting to take my cymbalta for 4 days in a row-on top of sinus stuff) I've been weepy (which after googling, is one of the symptoms of cymbalta withdrawal-all I can say is if you take it don't forget your daily dose, you will feel like hell!) and discouraged-I've been worrying about my job, my bills, my son....worrying myself sick(er)!! I tried to focus on my breathing (something that has really been helping me) but it was too late, those worrying thoughts were stuck on re-play.....Anyways, I don't know WHERE I was going with this. I know I had something specific to say, but with all of that rambling I lost it. I'm searching amazon right now, for a (cheap used) book that may help me. So far I've found this, this and this one but I'm still looking. I can only get 1, so I want to make a good choice. If anyone has any suggestions, I'd appreciate it!
I haven't painted or anything these past few days either, but I'm NOT going to get down about that!! Maybe I just need to wait until I'm in a better place, and then I'll be ready to go again;)
I hope everyone has a great weekend!!
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